i have been thinking a lot lately about the people that matter to me in my life. the people that make me keep going, help me through the hard stuff and join in all the fun. lately I have had the opportunity to trust in and talk to a new person and its nice to have that go to person especially with life going the way it is.
when life is just not going the way you want it to a simple conversation matters. just the simple "how was your day?" means the world to me when im in a a fog or not on my game...
its hard to admit it but im not perfect and to have those people to run to really helps. they don't judge they just listen and understand and take it all in. but the hardest part for me is the sharing. im not one of many personal words its mostly all surface stuff. i can express myself much better through words or art... its hard for me just to spit it out because its so raw and real that i don't want to see the reaction of someone that cares so much about me. its hard to see a person hurt for you when all you want is them to be there to build you up.. hence my locked up, been boarded for years emotional chest that is thousands of miles away from my thoughts...
its not gonna be easy but im taking the steps to be more open.. to be more aware of what my past brings to my future and how that no matter what the baggage is there is someone that has it worse than i do. in no way was my life easy but every trial i walked through has lifted me higher today and eventually will raise me up to do great things
peace
casey
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