its april 1st and the only thoughts on most of my friends' minds is what jokes to play and what pranks to pull, but for me im just trying to decide what i want to do with the month of april.
its a fresh start, a new beginning, a chance to create some change. do i study more? go to all my classes? visit different churches? talk to new people? get involved in an org? what to do with the next 30 days....
im making changes in life for the better these days, so i want to make april count. ive been listening to what i call "jesus jams" (AKA christian music) and its making me realize that i can't do this life thing all on my own. i need to just give GOD a chance and go with it.
the hard part isn't letting go, the hard part is knowing when to let go. ive lived a life of hurt, pain, and sorrow but i try to make it all positive in the end. if i can't see the good in the bad, i wont get anywhere an i wouldnt have any friends. i understand that GOD is a constant that is good to have in life, and i want so badly to have him here, but i dont really know where to start.
with easter around the corner, i planned to be taking a trip to serve for my spring break but medical reasonings have kept me from being able to go. i want this to be the jump start to my "new" phase in life, so now i have to find a way to kick off this new life for GOD while im home on the couch with ice packs and stitches...
its gonna be a struggle, so maybe this is supposed to be the lesson?
peace,
casey
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